Well it's less than 4days to the start of Olevels . My brain feels as if it's going into panic mode any time soon . I just feel like faltering into the dark shadows and staying there , hoping that no one finds me . It's not that I am trying to be a coward but all Ill bring is probably failure . I'm so unprepared . Without a doubt , I deserve to feel this way . After all, I haven't been working hard ever since the start of the year . I want to reach my goals so badly but it seems like there's a vacuum between my goals and I . I won't be able to move towards it unless there's some sort of 'gravitational force ' or 'forces of attraction ' between us . Looking at all my friends , I have confidence that they'll do well. They've studied hard and are studying hard at the moment while I'm writing this blog . I do have the confidence to do well but at the same time .... I don't . Oh well, that's just unfortunate . I've encountered many people who have broken due to stress & still I say I don't get how they're feeling . They're intelligent and wonderful individuals who obviously can do well as long as they have the self confidence .