For the past few days, I've been wasting myself away .
Not by drinking alcohol and what not but just you know... slacking .
I got to watch a taiwanese drama again after a really really long time.
The last time I got to watch a drama series from Taiwan was probably last year .
I got to relive my childish moments.
I still remember how I actually got into loving Taiwanese dramas.
The reasons why I still love watching Taiwanese dramas is well...
for starters,it'sthe most entertaining way for me to learn chinese quickly.
Secondly, I seem to always gain extra encouragment from them...
Encouragement to not give up in life easily
and to continue living life to the fullest.
Lastly, there's always a learning point from shows
whether it's about love, dreams, friendship or hatred.
Yes, the shows get exaggerated but still, the lessons have meaning.
I just finished watching 粉愛粉愛你
and it made me realize quite a lot of things.
You should count on yourself to be successful and not others, that's true success.
To be quite frank, I am a lazy, no good person who spends most of my
free time lazing around doing nonsensical stuff
hoping that good things will happen to me without hardwork.
I know I'm wrong and I have come to realzie that I should finish what I've started.
I've started doing many, many things and I am ashamed to say that
I haven't finished learning everything I wanted to.
My main goal in life now is to finish every single thing I've started and I'll start with Chinese.
Apparently, the only thing that keeps me going in
Chinese is watching shows.
I am totally going to use this to my advantage .
Well, hello there my online journal.
It's 26Oct & 0128 in the morning !
It's insane that I'm still awake .
I'm having another sleepless night&
I don't know what has gotten over me.
No one's gonna care about it anyway .
You're lonely ,
You're sad .
You feel that everything you do is bad .
You pray
& you always say you're sorry
Losing yourself unwarily
You feel like disappearing ,
I know that feeling
But haven't you considered this ?
You have family ,
you have friends
& many other things
which others don't have
You have a wonderful life,
Which others would like
Even though they have 'hardships' that you go through
Whenever she thought of leaving,
She would start tearing
For she was not only leaving her loved ones alone,
But a world of beauty of its own .
There may be a lot hatred and what not
I guess it's our job to reach out .
To reach out to the people there
And tell them that violence is not fair.
Think about international relations
If not think for the future generations .
You may think your efforts are small
But it's the efforts which can make the enemy fall .
If , in life , you meet obstacles
Don't try to be an oracle .
No one can predict the future , you see
So instead of giving up,
Try your best to be the person you want to be .
AlyA . 26Oct2012 0150
★ Past, present, future .
Wednesday, October 24, 2012 |
The memories from childhood ,
Can be sweet, sorrowful
Or even be the reason why we have grudges we still bear.
But No matter how joyful or traumatizing it may be ,
They will always be etched in my memory .
From tears to smiles
And hellos to goodbyes ,
I'll never forget that you have entered my life .
We used to exchange faint smiles when we were mere strangers
But now our friendship has become better.
Some things , unfortunately , change for the worse.
From being strangers ,
To being friends
To having a relationship
And probably to being strangers once again .
A painful memory indeed .
A broken heart which only time can fix .
Allowing the person to become as strong as a wall of bricks .
You miss the past
And you worry about the future
But how about the present ?
Are you living every single moment ?
With your head up high ,
Get out there and try !
Try to love yourself ,
Love everyone around you
& most importantly ,
The Almighty One who made you .
AlyA.24102012 0033
